Yeah, first of all. I know what I'm going to get, either pity, lothing, or people bitching at me for complaining. I don't give a fuck. Try me. I'm just sick and tired of people abusing me thinking that I'm always going to be happy sooner or later. They don't take to thought how I really feel, they just blow me off like I'm perfectly fine. I don't want to deal with humanity anymore, I'm sick of it. Everyone is jealous of everyone else, or greedy with what they have and are not willing to share, or assume things that aren't as they think it. It's stupid and it's dumb. Why should I have to deal with people like this? Why do I even have to communicate. I promised several people that I would just live until I graduate from high school and guess what folks, yep your right. I've done that so all bets off, if I want to kill myself I'm going to do it no one stopping me, If I want to cut myself same rules apply as above. I don't give a damn what people think about me anymore think all you like, complain about my journal all you want. I odn't care anymore.